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This Wasn't Supposed To Happen. ZeroxHizumi Fan Fic [20 Aug 2010|07:16pm]

sakuraangeldust
D'espairsRay

Title: This Wasn't Supposed To Happen
Band: D'espairsRay
Chapters:1/?
Pairing: Hizumi/Zero
Summary: After promising never to feel anything for anyone again Hizumi finds himself falling for someone, More specifically his friend and band mate Zero. Unknown to him Zero is also developing his own feelings. What should be a casual thing with no strings attached starts to turn into something more, Both unsure of how to handle the situation and there feelings. Can there be a happy ending?
Warning: Rated R, Contains Smut, Bondage, Dominance, Drama, Asphyxiation and Blood play. You have been warned.

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

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This Wasn't Supposed To Happen Chapters 1&2 [25 May 2010|08:13pm]

sakuraangeldust
D'espairsRay

Title: This Wasn't Supposed To Happen
Band: D'espairsRay
Chapters:2/?
Pairing: Hizumi/Zero
Summary: After promising never to feel anything for anyone again Hizumi finds himself falling for someone, More specifically his friend and band mate Zero. Unknown to him Zero is also developing his own feelings. What should be a casual thing with no strings attached starts to turn into something more, Both unsure of how to handle the situation and there feelings. Can there be a happy ending?
Warning: Rated R, Contains Smut, Bondage, Dominance, Drama, Asphyxiation and Blood play. You have been warned.

Chapter 1


Chapter 2

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This Wasn't Supposed to Happen - ZeroxHizumi- [11 Dec 2009|11:49pm]

sakuraangeldust
This Wasn't Supposed To Happen

Title: This Wasn't Supposed To Happen
Band: D'espairsRay
Chapters:1/?
Pairing: Hizumi/Zero
Summary: After promising never to feel anything for anyone again Hizumi finds himself falling for someone, More specifically his friend and band mate Zero. Unknown to him Zero is also developing his own feelings. What should be a casual thing with no strings attached starts to turn into something more, Both unsure of how to handle the situation and there feelings. Can there be a happy ending?
Warning: Rated R, Contains Smut, Bondage, Dominance, Drama, Asphyxiation and Blood play. You have been warned.

Chapter 1

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[27 Nov 2009|08:26pm]

kenoyo
hey,
I was wondering if anyone saved the fics from the author Chantrea Johari.
My friend and I were big fans of her series but she deleted her account before we got the chance to save any of it.
It would be -greatly- appreciated.

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All About Trust (13/14) [05 Jul 2008|12:43pm]

chantrea_johari
Title: All About Trust
Author: Chantrea Johari
Bands: DéspairsRay
Pairings: Zero x Hizumi, Tsukasa x Karyu, Tsukasa x Zero x Karyu, OMC x Zero
Overall Rating: NC-17
Summary: No, Hizumi didn’t need to see, didn’t need to know; Zero was too embarrassed, too ashamed. It was easy with Tsukasa, because Tsukasa never made him talk about it, never acknowledged that it was an anomaly. Tsukasa understood, inherently and without words, but with Hizumi, there would be questions, and explanations, and Zero wasn’t ready for any of that.
Warnings: domination, submission, bondage, sadism, masochism, voyeurism, exhibitionism, master/slave, breathplay, psychological abuse, semi-consensual sex
Notes: Part of the Sexual Beasts saga, written as a follow-up piece to "Relativity," since people were interested in finding answers to the questions raised about Zero's past. Yes, I do have an entire little world planned out for these boys with all sorts of facts I've yet to write out. XP

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six | Part Seven | Part Eight | Part Nine | Part Ten | Part Eleven | Part Twelve
[ → PART THIRTEEN ← ]


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All About Trust (12/14) [03 Jul 2008|12:38pm]

chantrea_johari
Title: All About Trust
Author: Chantrea Johari
Bands: DéspairsRay
Pairings: Zero x Hizumi, Tsukasa x Karyu, Tsukasa x Zero x Karyu, OMC x Zero
Overall Rating: NC-17
Summary: No, Hizumi didn’t need to see, didn’t need to know; Zero was too embarrassed, too ashamed. It was easy with Tsukasa, because Tsukasa never made him talk about it, never acknowledged that it was an anomaly. Tsukasa understood, inherently and without words, but with Hizumi, there would be questions, and explanations, and Zero wasn’t ready for any of that.
Warnings: domination, submission, bondage, sadism, masochism, voyeurism, exhibitionism, master/slave, breathplay, psychological abuse, semi-consensual sex
Notes: Part of the Sexual Beasts saga, written as a follow-up piece to "Relativity," since people were interested in finding answers to the questions raised about Zero's past. Yes, I do have an entire little world planned out for these boys with all sorts of facts I've yet to write out. XP

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six | Part Seven | Part Eight | Part Nine | Part Ten | Part Eleven
[ → PART TWELVE ← ]


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All About Trust (11/13) [13 Jun 2008|07:04pm]

chantrea_johari
Title: All About Trust
Author: Chantrea Johari
Bands: DéspairsRay
Pairings: Zero x Hizumi, Tsukasa x Karyu, Tsukasa x Zero x Karyu, OMC x Zero
Overall Rating: NC-17
Summary: No, Hizumi didn’t need to see, didn’t need to know; Zero was too embarrassed, too ashamed. It was easy with Tsukasa, because Tsukasa never made him talk about it, never acknowledged that it was an anomaly. Tsukasa understood, inherently and without words, but with Hizumi, there would be questions, and explanations, and Zero wasn’t ready for any of that.
Warnings: domination, submission, bondage, sadism, masochism, voyeurism, exhibitionism, master/slave, breathplay, psychological abuse, semi-consensual sex
Notes: Part of the Sexual Beasts saga, written as a follow-up piece to "Relativity," since people were interested in finding answers to the questions raised about Zero's past. Yes, I do have an entire little world planned out for these boys with all sorts of facts I've yet to write out. XP

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six | Part Seven | Part Eight | Part Nine | Part Ten
[ → PART ELEVEN ← ]


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All About Trust (10/13) [08 Jun 2008|01:49pm]

chantrea_johari
Title: All About Trust
Author: Chantrea Johari
Bands: DéspairsRay
Pairings: Zero x Hizumi, Tsukasa x Karyu, Tsukasa x Zero x Karyu, OMC x Zero
Overall Rating: NC-17
Summary: No, Hizumi didn’t need to see, didn’t need to know; Zero was too embarrassed, too ashamed. It was easy with Tsukasa, because Tsukasa never made him talk about it, never acknowledged that it was an anomaly. Tsukasa understood, inherently and without words, but with Hizumi, there would be questions, and explanations, and Zero wasn’t ready for any of that.
Warnings: domination, submission, bondage, sadism, masochism, voyeurism, exhibitionism, master/slave, breathplay, psychological abuse, semi-consensual sex
Notes: Part of the Sexual Beasts saga, written as a follow-up piece to "Relativity," since people were interested in finding answers to the questions raised about Zero's past. Yes, I do have an entire little world planned out for these boys with all sorts of facts I've yet to write out. XP

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six | Part Seven | Part Eight | Part Nine
[ → PART TEN ← ]


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All About Trust (9/13) [05 Jun 2008|09:55pm]

chantrea_johari
Title: All About Trust
Author: Chantrea Johari
Bands: DéspairsRay
Pairings: Zero x Hizumi, Tsukasa x Karyu, Tsukasa x Zero x Karyu, OMC x Zero
Overall Rating: NC-17
Summary: No, Hizumi didn’t need to see, didn’t need to know; Zero was too embarrassed, too ashamed. It was easy with Tsukasa, because Tsukasa never made him talk about it, never acknowledged that it was an anomaly. Tsukasa understood, inherently and without words, but with Hizumi, there would be questions, and explanations, and Zero wasn’t ready for any of that.
Warnings: domination, submission, bondage, sadism, masochism, voyeurism, exhibitionism, master/slave, breathplay, psychological abuse, semi-consensual sex
Notes: Part of the Sexual Beasts saga, written as a follow-up piece to "Relativity," since people were interested in finding answers to the questions raised about Zero's past. Yes, I do have an entire little world planned out for these boys with all sorts of facts I've yet to write out. XP

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six | Part Seven | Part Eight
[ → PART NINE ← ]


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All About Trust (8/13) [22 May 2008|08:01pm]

chantrea_johari
Title: All About Trust
Author: Chantrea Johari
Bands: DéspairsRay
Pairings: Zero x Hizumi, Tsukasa x Karyu, Tsukasa x Zero x Karyu, OMC x Zero
Overall Rating: NC-17
Summary: No, Hizumi didn’t need to see, didn’t need to know; Zero was too embarrassed, too ashamed. It was easy with Tsukasa, because Tsukasa never made him talk about it, never acknowledged that it was an anomaly. Tsukasa understood, inherently and without words, but with Hizumi, there would be questions, and explanations, and Zero wasn’t ready for any of that.
Warnings: domination, submission, bondage, sadism, masochism, voyeurism, exhibitionism, master/slave, breathplay, psychological abuse, semi-consensual sex
Notes: Part of the Sexual Beasts saga, written as a follow-up piece to "Relativity," since people were interested in finding answers to the questions raised about Zero's past. Yes, I do have an entire little world planned out for these boys with all sorts of facts I've yet to write out. XP

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six | Part Seven
[ → PART EIGHT ← ]


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All About Trust (7/13) [19 May 2008|10:06am]

chantrea_johari
Title: All About Trust
Author: Chantrea Johari
Bands: DéspairsRay
Pairings: Zero x Hizumi, Tsukasa x Karyu, Tsukasa x Zero x Karyu, OMC x Zero
Overall Rating: NC-17
Summary: No, Hizumi didn’t need to see, didn’t need to know; Zero was too embarrassed, too ashamed. It was easy with Tsukasa, because Tsukasa never made him talk about it, never acknowledged that it was an anomaly. Tsukasa understood, inherently and without words, but with Hizumi, there would be questions, and explanations, and Zero wasn’t ready for any of that.
Warnings: domination, submission, bondage, sadism, masochism, voyeurism, exhibitionism, master/slave, breathplay, psychological abuse, semi-consensual sex
Notes: Part of the Sexual Beasts saga, written as a follow-up piece to "Relativity," since people were interested in finding answers to the questions raised about Zero's past. Yes, I do have an entire little world planned out for these boys with all sorts of facts I've yet to write out. XP

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six
[ → PART SEVEN ← ]


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All About Trust (6/13) [08 May 2008|06:14am]

chantrea_johari
Title: All About Trust
Author: Chantrea Johari
Bands: DéspairsRay
Pairings: Zero x Hizumi, Tsukasa x Karyu, Tsukasa x Zero x Karyu, OMC x Zero
Overall Rating: NC-17
Summary: No, Hizumi didn’t need to see, didn’t need to know; Zero was too embarrassed, too ashamed. It was easy with Tsukasa, because Tsukasa never made him talk about it, never acknowledged that it was an anomaly. Tsukasa understood, inherently and without words, but with Hizumi, there would be questions, and explanations, and Zero wasn’t ready for any of that.
Warnings: domination, submission, bondage, sadism, masochism, voyeurism, exhibitionism, master/slave, breathplay, psychological abuse, semi-consensual sex
Notes: Part of the Sexual Beasts saga, written as a follow-up piece to "Relativity," since people were interested in finding answers to the questions raised about Zero's past. Yes, I do have an entire little world planned out for these boys with all sorts of facts I've yet to write out. XP

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five
[ → PART SIX ← ]


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All About Trust (5/13) [03 May 2008|09:21am]

chantrea_johari
Title: All About Trust
Author: Chantrea Johari
Bands: DéspairsRay
Pairings: Zero x Hizumi, Tsukasa x Karyu, Tsukasa x Zero x Karyu, OMC x Zero
Overall Rating: NC-17
Summary: No, Hizumi didn’t need to see, didn’t need to know; Zero was too embarrassed, too ashamed. It was easy with Tsukasa, because Tsukasa never made him talk about it, never acknowledged that it was an anomaly. Tsukasa understood, inherently and without words, but with Hizumi, there would be questions, and explanations, and Zero wasn’t ready for any of that.
Warnings: domination, submission, bondage, sadism, masochism, voyeurism, exhibitionism, master/slave, breathplay, psychological abuse, semi-consensual sex
Notes: Part of the Sexual Beasts saga, written as a follow-up piece to "Relativity," since people were interested in finding answers to the questions raised about Zero's past. Yes, I do have an entire little world planned out for these boys with all sorts of facts I've yet to write out. XP

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
[ → PART FIVE ← ]


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[03 Apr 2008|03:42pm]

hifolks
I suppose it might be a longshot posting here since I don't know if this comm is really...alive anymore, but I'm looking for a Hizumi roleplayer. :<

Basically in this scenario, Zero is that classic conman sort who likes to romance his way into people's lives, take their money, and waltz right back out again.

So, I think it would be interesting if he started a ~romance~ with Hizumi with the intention of conning him etc etc etc. You know.

I'm great at explaining, y/y?

http://www.acornrack.com/jrockrp/

There's the site. It's AU, obviously. :> We'd love the other members of D'espa too if anyone's interested.

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All About Trust (4/13) [26 Feb 2008|04:23pm]

chantrea_johari
Title: All About Trust
Author: Chantrea Johari
Bands: DéspairsRay
Pairings: Zero x Hizumi, Tsukasa x Karyu, Tsukasa x Zero x Karyu, OMC x Zero
Overall Rating: NC-17
Summary: No, Hizumi didn’t need to see, didn’t need to know; Zero was too embarrassed, too ashamed. It was easy with Tsukasa, because Tsukasa never made him talk about it, never acknowledged that it was an anomaly. Tsukasa understood, inherently and without words, but with Hizumi, there would be questions, and explanations, and Zero wasn’t ready for any of that.
Warnings: domination, submission, bondage, sadism, masochism, voyeurism, exhibitionism, master/slave, breathplay, psychological abuse, semi-consensual sex
Notes: Part of the Sexual Beasts saga, written as a follow-up piece to "Relativity," since people were interested in finding answers to the questions raised about Zero's past. Yes, I do have an entire little world planned out for these boys with all sorts of facts I've yet to write out. XP

Part One | Part Two | Part Three
[ → PART FOUR ← ]


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All About Trust (3/13) [18 Feb 2008|06:49pm]

chantrea_johari
Title: All About Trust
Author: Chantrea Johari
Bands: DéspairsRay
Pairings: Zero x Hizumi, Tsukasa x Karyu, Tsukasa x Zero x Karyu, OMC x Zero
Overall Rating: NC-17
Summary: No, Hizumi didn’t need to see, didn’t need to know; Zero was too embarrassed, too ashamed. It was easy with Tsukasa, because Tsukasa never made him talk about it, never acknowledged that it was an anomaly. Tsukasa understood, inherently and without words, but with Hizumi, there would be questions, and explanations, and Zero wasn’t ready for any of that.
Warnings: domination, submission, bondage, sadism, masochism, voyeurism, exhibitionism, master/slave, breathplay, psychological abuse, semi-consensual sex
Notes: Part of the Sexual Beasts saga, written as a follow-up piece to "Relativity," since people were interested in finding answers to the questions raised about Zero's past. Yes, I do have an entire little world planned out for these boys with all sorts of facts I've yet to write out. XP

Part One | Part Two
[ → PART THREE ← ]


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All About Trust (2/13) [09 Feb 2008|12:54pm]

chantrea_johari
Title: All About Trust
Author: Chantrea Johari
Bands: DéspairsRay
Pairings: Zero x Hizumi, Tsukasa x Karyu, Tsukasa x Zero x Karyu, OMC x Zero
Overall Rating: NC-17
Summary: No, Hizumi didn’t need to see, didn’t need to know; Zero was too embarrassed, too ashamed. It was easy with Tsukasa, because Tsukasa never made him talk about it, never acknowledged that it was an anomaly. Tsukasa understood, inherently and without words, but with Hizumi, there would be questions, and explanations, and Zero wasn’t ready for any of that.
Warnings: domination, submission, bondage, sadism, masochism, voyeurism, exhibitionism, master/slave, breathplay, psychological abuse, semi-consensual sex
Notes: Part of the Sexual Beasts saga, written as a follow-up piece to "Relativity," since people were interested in finding answers to the questions raised about Zero's past. Yes, I do have an entire little world planned out for these boys with all sorts of facts I've yet to write out. XP

Part One
[ → PART TWO ← ]


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All About Trust (1/13) [31 Jan 2008|03:42pm]

chantrea_johari
Title: All About Trust
Author: Chantrea Johari
Bands: DéspairsRay
Pairings: Zero x Hizumi, Tsukasa x Karyu, Tsukasa x Zero x Karyu, OMC x Zero
Overall Rating: NC-17
Summary: No, Hizumi didn’t need to see, didn’t need to know; Zero was too embarrassed, too ashamed. It was easy with Tsukasa, because Tsukasa never made him talk about it, never acknowledged that it was an anomaly. Tsukasa understood, inherently and without words, but with Hizumi, there would be questions, and explanations, and Zero wasn’t ready for any of that.
Warnings: domination, submission, bondage, sadism, masochism, voyeurism, exhibitionism, master/slave, breathplay, psychological abuse, semi-consensual sex

[ → PART ONE ← ]



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o.o; [28 Jan 2008|12:22am]

niimura_shinya
Uhm.... is this community still alive ?? Just out of curiosity ? o.o;;

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New Member post and request [04 Jun 2007|01:38pm]

niimura_shinya
[ mood | bored ]

Hi ! It's been a few months since I am lurking this community... And I am here with a request... Mods, you can deleete it if needed ^^

I am searching for a roleplay partner. Pure and simple ^^

So, here are my roleplay infos !

Name: Niimura Shinya

Age: 23

Contacts: Reply to this post to have my MSN address

Years of Roleplaying: 2 years

Roleplay format: Paragraph format.

Bands I play : A few, but right now, I really want/need some D'espairsRay

Muses I play : Again, a few, but right now, Zero (or at least, trying to o.O)

Muse I'm looking for : Hizumi, Tsukasa, Karyu

Genres I play : Real life, fluff, romance, hurt/comfort, a teensy bit of angst (MUST have an happy ending)<-- Yeah, I know it doesn't really call for D'espairsRay fanfics/roleplay, but hey, I'm like that.. ^^;

Genres I will NOT play : AU, Death, BDSM, Violence, Torture and anything that isn't correct.

Plots I have in mind : None precise, since I am very new in the D'espairsRay roleplay/fanfic world....

Pairing : Anyone in D'espairsRay X Zero

Role play pet-peeves: Bad English, bad grammar and spelling, 1 sentence reply in roleplay, people who are never ever there, uber busy people (if you want to play, you must have TIME to do so), people who can't make a choice into the plot (a.k.a. making me decide of EVERYTHING, starting to roleplay out of the blue without any planning done first and people suddenly leaving without saying anything.

Notes : I don't bite... too hard :P I must seem aggressive, but I just know what I want.. Another thing : If you read this post and that you see my MSN address, please, just comment before adding me, because I kinda hate when people suddenly barge into my list, like that o.O;;

Another thing, again.. I don't do general roleplays. Gomen. But I kinda find them boring and frustrating...

Another thing : Please, be patient with me. I am learning the Zero character... So I might not be what you expect. But people need to do things first to learn... ^^

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